This helps me a lot

The Universe Conspired to Help

The man had a dream
He knew what he wanted, it seems

Once he was sure in his heart this was it
He vowed someday that he would achieve it

He wasn't quite ready to do his thing
But he felt fairly certain what the
future would bring

When one day the time was right
When he was ready to fight the good fight

He conquered all his excuses and set forth
To take the risk-fraught first step
without any remorse

Once he took his first step down the line
The universe conspired to help make sure
he was fine

He never dreamed that he would accomplish so much
That the universe would give him such incredible luck

Now older and wiser he understood the hardest part
Was convincing himslef that it was time to start.

-Phil Hellmuth

need I say more about what i'll be in the very near future? can't wait to get back...

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